Monday, November 17, 2008

Rollercoaster.

Up and down.
Up and down.
Up and down.

That's pretty much how it goes.

I'll feel really good, and have a great day, and it'll be like i'm on top of the world,
And then the next day i'll feel like laying in my bed all day long, and just bawling.
I have no idea why..
It's like i'm on a rollercoaster, and i'll get to the top for a few seconds, and then it'll all rush down and feel as if it was never there in the first place.
Now, don't get me wrong..
I'm not the type of person that will walk around whining about how awful my life is, and how much i hate the world.
Nahh.
It just really eats at my insides, especially since i can't figure out why i'm feeling like this.
It's like there's a big hole inside me, and i can't figure out how to fill it out.
And some days, it'll be gone, and others, it seems like it'll never go away.
And i think that i can get rid of it in foolish, and immature ways..
But it's there, still the same.


Wake up, princess.
And smell the fresh air around you.

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